Survival

I dont know when I actually wrote this....a few months ago I think, and not sure why it never was posted....


  I am guessing maybe in 12:30 in the morning. I sit and I think how crazy unexpected life is.  With Jason I was on one path. it was clear it was good. It worked. That changed and skewed my life on a different path.  It was fast it was also unexpected, but it worked and it is what I thought I needed and wanted. and it still very well may be.  And now yet again, I have had an unexpected turn of events happen in my life.  I am trying hard not to over think and just let it go and be what it is.  It is still so early in my journey, I am not sure where I will end up, which path will ultimately be the right one for me. I have learned to have a lot of fun. I have learned that I need to remember to pray often.  I have learned that souls connect in ways that are way beyond what should be understood, and faith. Faith is so important. not just faith in God, but faith that everything will turn out okay, that I will be okay no matter what because I can survive.