a poem

I have always liked to write. Here is a poem I wrote at about 2 1/2 months out I think. It has been a long time since I have written any poems or stories. One day I will tell Jasons story. It might be years from now. But one day it deserves to be told. This poem is not Jasons story, more about the emotional craziness I go through, I guess.

I can fly to the stars

I can fly to the moon.

Without you my love, I cease to try.

The tears fall and I feel you.

I want to be loved. Feel your touch.

I made mistakes. I still love you.

What we had doesn’t happen every day.

What we had is a miracle .

it only happens once

in a thousand lifetimes.

Why me? Why was I chosen?

Am I angry?

Hurt, sad, upset

Dark.

I want to be with you.

Since I will never love again.

I tried. It failed. Too soon?

What we could have had.

Emotions.

I feel dead inside.

I question faith.

Make it stop.

I don’t know how.

I know it is wrong.

Desperate. Crazy?

Lonely.

Feel my love forever.

I see you now.

Sing to me. Laugh with me. Love with me.

And all will be well.